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glowbitch
Posted on 2006.10.23 at 15:06
words too over used
confused
power and destruction
discipline at the right hand
hell on the left
choosing to fight
going through
becoming great
no one cares if its right
don't remove your sight
off me
fighting to be free
above thee

under thee
I cannot be

glowbitch
Posted on 2006.08.20 at 13:47
feeling you’re eyes burn me inside
trying to hide these things I feel
the others never heal
hate consumed them
insanity the new law
watch me crawl
fall down before thee
spirits control thee
bound to these things
never meant to be free
tricked death many times before
reality being the ultimate whore
taking burning down to the core
bleeding for me
they are forever a sore

why do you want me
so dirty
can't you see
the pain inside I cause for you
something for you
my love for you
we'd never be true
never never
ending cycles begin again
just as before
before I played the whore
once or more
they were the whore
their wings I tore

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hell beyond these eyes
bleed for me dear
listen to these lies
tasting your fear
scream no cries

glowbitch
Posted on 2006.08.19 at 11:41
hate me dear
the real mirror
forsaken and forgotten
crumbling in tears
watch the fears
flow from the veins
my eyes spewing lies
forgetting everything

blue smoke shades the light
truth and reality bind tight
there’s a wrong
there is a right
through the haze
realizing there is a fight

intoxication my ass
beauty divine
lost in rhyme
such a crime such a crime
to feel something calming
something burning dies within
suffering dissipates along with sin

let me taste you one more time my dear
you've been living your infernal life in fear

glowbitch

so gone

Posted on 2006.07.31 at 12:47
can't help these things I hear
screaming out immortal fear
sound so loud yet unfound
bound
chained from this dream
seem
nothing
left to redeem
sting the eye
losing sight
losing light
no more fight
right
come undone
below this burning sun
skin so pale
running to fail
no more sound
nothing found
bound
chained
from this dream
ripping at
every
seam
this sin growing deeper
loneliness to the reaper
just another
someone found
someone like me
forever bound
locked in silent sound
so hard to hit the ground


these things seem so unreal
letting go before I feel
sensations mean nothing to me
nothing but a lovely fee
forgetting what its like
what once was free
now I will never see

glowbitch

Going Out

Posted on 2006.05.23 at 21:11
Can't feel the words anymore
Torn down and tattered whore
Used too many times before
Worth nothing more

Forgot what it's like to feel
Breathing again and to heal
Searing pain so unreal

Losing sense of ground
Something down too far found
Too tightly bound

A whisper in the wind
A memory of the past
Those wondrous times
That never last

Looking forward for that numb
That drug that enters thine veins
Feeling like going insane
Sensations too wild to handle
Too much before it stops

Let it fill the heart and soul
This darkness that fills the hole
Let the loneliness take control
Finding myself wondering
Trying to feel somewhat whole


glowbitch
Posted on 2006.05.15 at 09:28


Check me out!

glowbitch

I'M NOT FUCKING OK

Posted on 2006.05.07 at 20:03
Emotions: pissed offpissed off
Euphony: MARCH OF THE DEAD
fuckin try and do shit right
for once tring to please
trying to make up time
trying to talk
trying to spend time with some one close

heh
fuck you all

my mind is my own and my life is my own
there is no point in trying to please shit

glowbitch

§åtan's Will

Posted on 2006.05.06 at 17:05
Can't stop the screaming
Deep within my mind
Crawling away from the end
Can't force it any more to bend
This reality I'll never mend

Something in the end
The light is the sin
Racing till I win
Died before I begin
Something within
Sending this pain within
Something within
Screaming within
Nothing any deeper within

Locks and chains
Keep me bound
Locked within
Where never found
Dreams sound
Screams hound
For anything more
This is Satan's Will
We play the whore


~~~~~Coming-Undone~~~~~Collapse )

~*~
you look at me so dirty
your eyes tell me lies
your cries
aren’t anything to me
nothing to set me free
a play toy to me
you are to be
no one will see
a whisper it'll be
nothing more
you'll see

consume the pain in my flesh
each word I tell you
you seem to mesh
lasting till the end
stressing to bend
looking down on me
looking up at me
you'll never be free
once chained by me
Satan's love of thee
letting me see
looking beyond
stretching further in reality
nothing more
I'll ever be
you to me
there is no point in feeling me
so fake before you see
mask this emotionless realm
swimming wild and free

glowbitch
Posted on 2006.05.06 at 16:38
Emotions: enragedenraged
Euphony: Clear Hearts and Grey Flowers:JACKOFFJILL
step after step
showers in rain
lost in such sleep
to the tomb for some fame
rape again
down deep such pain
lashing out
seems like nothing at all
nothing before
all’s final fall
forget the time
removing crime
to a heart so still
a heart so cold
bars frozen frame
twirl around
beauty of mine
blood lashing sweet
losing its rhyme
something deep
a blade far behind
keep hidden from this
so simple
this wish

something cold grows
deeper it goes
flows down through the veins
in your heart
it engraves

whispers of flows
lost in the day
watching it pass
the world turns to grey
hues meaning no more
bleeding from this sore
another scream
from another whore
how fallen down
tattered child's wings
nothing but his death song
he sings
brings nothing but destruction
any other way
it cannot be
any other way


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glowbitch

Broken Minds

Posted on 2006.05.06 at 02:29
Emotions: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Euphony: drive
someone to hold
someone who sold
their soul so long ago
nothing left inside to show
no room left in this world to grow
a tear I could never sow
watching this world flow

the pain in the veins
controls the hearts
so many times over
losing each time
fallen cycles in rhyme
who knew love
could be such a crime
such a sin
a pain waiting to begin

blackened from these before
blackened inside before
over and over
who is the real whore
who’s world tore
the day my mirror fell
before my dreams came true of hell

who belongs to who
who belongs to the one
who could never see
never in touch with reality
scarred flesh beyond dark eyes
who belongs to the one who feels nothing
who belongs to the emptiness
who can help stop this eternal burning


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